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Not a Pretty Girl

by Ani Difranco

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Not a Pretty Girl Lyrics

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  • you think you're not worthy
  • I'd have to say I agree
  • I'm not worthy of you
  • you're not worthy of me
  • which of us is deserving
  • look at the human race
  • the whole planet at arm's length
  • and we don't deserve this place
  • what good is a poker face
  • when you've got an open hand
  • I was supposed to be cool about this
  • yeah
  • I remember
  • cool was the plan
  • tried to keep it all under wraps
  • but the wraps kept going slack
  • I keep turning round
  • I keep coming back
  • give me a vertical
  • your horizontal line
  • I want to take each of them
  • bend them to divine
  • the world is too good for me
  • I am such a naughty girl
  • but when we're together
  • we're too good for this world
  • you think you're not worthy
  • I'd have to say I agree
  • I'm not worthy of you
  • you're not worthy of me
  • I'm not worthy of you
  • you aren't worthy of me...
 
  • tiptoeing through the used condoms
  • strewn on the piers
  • off the west side highway
  • sunset behind the skyline of jersey
  • walking towards the water
  • with a fetus holding court in my gut
  • my body highjacked
  • my tits swollen
  • I'm sore
  • the river has more colors at sunset than my sock drawer ever dreamed of
  • I could wake up screaming sometimes
  • but I don't
  • I could step off the end of this pier
  • but I've got shit to do
  • and I've an appointment on tuesday
  • to shed uninvited blood and tissue
  • I'll miss you I say to the river
  • to the water
  • to the son or
  • daughter I thought better of
  • I could fall in love with jersey at sunset
  • but I leave
  • the view
  • to the rats
  • and tiptoe back
 
  • fourteenth street and the garbage swirls like a cyclone
  • three o'clock in the afternoon and I am going home
  • F train is full of high school students
  • so much shouting
  • so much laughter
  • last night's underwear in my back pocket
  • sure sign of the morning after
  • take me home
  • take me home and leave me there
  • think I'm going to cry, I don't know why
  • think I'm going to sing myself a lullaby
  • feel free to listen
  • feel free to stare
  • I live in New York New York the city that never shuts up
  • in the daylight everything is so gory
  • you can hear snatches of stranger's sorry stories
  • and I moved there from buffalo but that's nothing
  • the TRICO plant moved to mexico
  • left my uncle standing out in the cold
  • said there's your last paycheck have fun growing old
  • take me home
  • take me home and leave me there
  • think I'm going to cry, I don't know why
  • think I'm going to sing myself a lullaby
  • feel free to listen
  • feel free to stare
  • rockabye baby
  • in the treetop
  • when the wind blows
  • cradle will rock
  • when the bough breaks
  • the cradle will fall
  • down will come baby
  • cradle and all
  • youth is beauty
  • money is beauty
  • hell, beauty is beauty sometimes
  • it's the luck of the draw
  • it's the natural law
  • it's a joke
  • it's a crime
  • I was bored
  • you were bored
  • it was a meeting of the minds
  • now it's three in the afternoon and I can't leave too soon
  • saying thank you, I had a nice time
  • take me home
  • take me home and leave me there
  • think I'm going to cry, I don't know why
  • think I'm going to sing myself a lullaby
  • feel free to listen
  • feel free to stare
  • maybe I'll live my whole life
  • just getting by
  • maybe I'll be discovered
  • maybe I'll be colonized
  • you could try to train me like a pet
  • you could try to teach me to behave
  • But I'll tell you, if I haven't learned it yet
  • you know,
  • I ain't gonna sit, I ain't gonna stay
  • take me home
  • take me home and leave me there
  • think I'm going to cry, I don't know why
  • think I'm going to sing myself a lullaby
  • feel free to listen
  • feel free to stare
 
  • the heat is so great
  • it plays tricks with the eye
  • it turns the road to water
  • and then from water to sky
  • and there's a crack in the concrete floor
  • and it starts at the sink
  • there's a bathroom in a gas station
  • and i've locked myself in it to think
  • and back in the city
  • the sun bakes the trash on the curb
  • the men are pissing in doorways
  • and the rats run in herds
  • i've got a dream of your face
  • that scares me awake
  • i put too much on my table
  • and now i got too much a stake
  • and i might let you off easy
  • yeah i might lead you on
  • i might wait for you to look for me
  • and then i might be gone
  • where i come from and where i'm going
  • and i'm lost in between
  • i might go up to that phone booth
  • and leave a veiled invitation on you machine
  • and you'll stop me, won't you
  • if you've heard this one before
  • the one where i surprise you
  • by showing up at your front door
  • saying 'let's not ask what's next,
  • or how, or why'
  • i am leaving in the morning
  • so let's not be shy
  • the door opens, the room winces
  • the housekeeper comes in without a warning
  • and i squint at the muscular motel lady
  • says 'hey good morning'
  • and she jumps, her keys jingle
  • and she leaves as quick as she came in
  • and i roll over and taste the pillow with my grin
  • well, the sheets are twisted and tangled
  • and the heat is so great
  • and i swear i can feel the mattress
  • sinking underneath your weight
  • oh sleep is like a fever
  • and I'm glad when it ends
  • and the road flows like a river
  • and pulls me around every bend
  • and you'll stop me, won't you...
  • the heat is so great
  • it plays tricks with the eye
  • it turns road to water
  • and water to sky
  • and there's a crack in the concrete floor
  • and it starts at the sink
  • there's a bathroom in a gas station
  • and i've locked myself
  • in it to think
  • and you'll stop me, won't you...
 
  • I'm sorry I didn't sound more excited on the phone
  • I'm sorry that after all these years
  • I've left you feeling unrequited and alone, brought you to tears
  • I guess I never loved you quite as well as the way you loved me
  • I guess I'll never really be able to tell you how sorry
  • I am
  • And I don't know what it is about you
  • I just know it's not what it was
  • I don't know why red fades before blue it just does
  • and I don't know what it is about me
  • that I just can't keep still
  • I keep thinking someday I will make this all up to you
  • and maybe someday I will
  • I guess I never loved you quite as well
  • as the way you loved me
  • I guess I'll never really be able to tell you how sorry
  • I am
  • sorry I am
  • sorry I am
  • sorry I am
 
  • i wish i didn't have this nervous laugh
  • i wish i didn't say half the stuff i say
  • i wish i could just learn to cover my tracks
  • i guess i'm not concerned about getting away
  • 'cause every time i try to hold my tongue
  • it slips like a fish from a line
  • they say if you want to play
  • you should learn how to play dumb
  • i guess i can't bring myself to waste your time
  • 'cause we both know what i've been doing
  • i've been intentionally bad at lying
  • you're the only boy i ever let see through me
  • and i hope you beleive me when i say i'm trying
  • and i hope i never improve my game
  • yeah i'd rather have these things weighing on my mind
  • and at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame
  • there must be a light of some kind
  • there must be a light of some kind
  • i must have blown a fuse or something
  • cause it was so dark in my mind
  • she came up to me with the sweetest face
  • and she was holding a light of some kind
  • and i still think of you as my boyfriend
  • i don't think this is the end of the world
  • but i think maybe you should follow my example
  • and go meet yourself a really nice girl
  • 'cause we both know. . .
  • in the end the world comes down to just a few people
  • but for you it comes down to one
  • but no one ever asked me if i thought i could be
  • everything to someone
  • there's a crowd of people harboured in every person
  • there are so many roles that we play
  • and you've decided to love me for eternity
  • i'm still deciding who i want to be today
  • 'cause we both know. . .
 
  • I am not a pretty girl
  • that is not what I do
  • I ain't no damsel in distess
  • and I don't need to be rescued
  • so put me down punk
  • maybe you'd prefer a maiden fair
  • isn't there a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere
  • I am not an angry girl
  • but it seems like I've got everyone fooled
  • every time I say something they find hard to hear
  • they chalk it up to my anger
  • and never to their own fear
  • and imagine you're a girl
  • just trying to finally come clean
  • knowing full well they'd prefer you
  • were dirty and smiling
  • and I am sorry
  • I am not a maiden fair
  • and I am not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere
  • and generally my generation
  • wouldn't be caught dead working for the man
  • and generally I agree with them
  • trouble is you gotta have youself an alternate plan
  • and I have earned my disillusionment
  • I have been working all of my life
  • and I am a patriot
  • I have been fighting the good fight
  • and what if there are no damsels in distress
  • what if I knew that and I called your bluff?
  • don't you think every kitten figures out how to get down
  • whether or not you ever show up
  • I am not a pretty girl
  • I don't want to be a pretty girl
  • no I want to be more than a pretty girl
 
  • the air comes off the ocean
  • the city smells fishy
  • the air is full of fish and mystery
  • whispering who, what, when
  • I am warning you I am weightless
  • and the wind is always shifting
  • so don't hang anything on me
  • if you ever want to see it again
  • I am telling you I'm different than you
  • think I am
  • and you can dangle your carrot
  • but I ain't gunna reach for it
  • cuz I need both my hands
  • to play my guitar
  • and life is a sleezy stranger
  • who looks vaguely familiar
  • flirting with a bimbo named disaster
  • at the end of the bar
  • and I am telling you that I am different
  • than you are
  • at night when you're asleep
  • self-hatred's going to creep in
  • and try to blame it on the devil
  • the one who's bed you sleep in
  • and don't tell me what they did to you
  • as though you had no choice
  • tell me, isn't that your picture?
  • isn't that your voice?
  • if you don't live what you sing about
  • your mirror is going to find out
  • oh yeah
  • I'd like to go to all the pretty parties
  • where all the pretty people go
  • and I ain't really all that pretty
  • but nobody will know
  • cuz everybody loves you
  • when you're a star
  • and nobody questions
  • what it takes to go that far
  • and life is a sleezy stranger
  • and this is his favorite bar
  • no I don't prefer obscurity
  • but I'm an idealistic girl
  • and I wouldn't work for you
  • no matter what you paid
  • and I may not be able
  • to change the whole fucking world
  • but I could be the million
  • that you never made
  • oh yeah
  • I could be the million that you never made
  • I could be the million that you'll never make
  • You're looking at the million that you'll never make
 
  • hour follows hour
  • like water follows water
  • everything is governed by the rule
  • of one thing leads to another
  • you can't really place blame
  • cuz blame is much to messy
  • some was bound to get on you
  • while you were tryin to put it on me
  • and don't fool yourself
  • into thinking things are simple
  • nobody's lying still the stories don't line up
  • why do you try to hold on
  • to what you'll never get a hold on
  • you wouldn't try to put the ocean
  • in a paper cup
  • cuz i have had something to prove
  • as long as i know thers something
  • that needs improvment
  • and you know that every time i move
  • i make a woman's movement
  • and first you decide
  • what you've gotta do
  • then you go out and do it
  • and maybe the most we can do
  • then you go out and do it
  • and maybe the most we can do
  • is just to see eachother through it
  • hour follows hour like water in a river
  • and from one to the next
  • we don't know what each hour will deliver
  • we just call it like we see it
  • call it out loud as we can
  • and then afterwards we call it all water over the dam
  • maybe the moral higher ground
  • ain't as high as it seems
  • maybe we are both good people
  • done some bad things
  • i just hope it was okay
  • i know it wasn't perfect
  • i hope in the end we can laugh
  • and say it was all worth it
  • cuz i have had something to prove
  • as long as i know something
  • that needs improvement
  • and you know that everytime i move
  • i make a woman's movement
  • and first you decide what you've gotta do
  • then you go out and do it
  • and maybe the most that we can do
  • is just to see eachother through it
  • we make our own gravity to give weight to things
  • then things fall and they break and gravity sings
  • we can only hold so much is what i figure
  • try and keep our eye on the big picture
  • picture keeps getting bigger
  • and too much is how i love you
  • but too well is how i know you
  • and i've got nothing to prove this time
  • just something to show you
  • i guess i just wanted you to see
  • that it was all worth it to me
 
  • squint your eyes and look closer
  • I'm not between you and your ambition
  • I am a poster girl with no poster
  • I am thirty-two flavors and then some
  • and I'm beyond your peripheral vision
  • so you might want to turn your head
  • cause someday you're going to get hungry
  • and eat most of the words you just said
  • both my parents taught me about good will
  • and I have done well by their names
  • just the kindness I've lavished on strangers
  • is more than I can explain
  • still there's many who've turned out their porch lights
  • just so I would think they were not home
  • and hid in the dark of their windows
  • til I'd passed and left them alone
  • and god help you if you are an ugly girl
  • course too pretty is also your doom
  • cause everyone harbors a secret hatred
  • for the prettiest girl in the room
  • and god help you if you are a pheonix
  • and you dare to rise up from the ash
  • a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy
  • while you are just flying back
  • I'm not trying to give my life meaning
  • by demeaning you
  • and I would like to state for the record
  • I did everything that I could do
  • I'm not saying that I'm a saint
  • I just don't want to live that way
  • no, I will never be a saint
  • but I will always say
  • squint your eyes and look closer
  • I'm not between you and your ambition
  • I am a poster girl with no poster
  • I am thirty-two flavors and then some
  • And I'm beyond your peripheral vision
  • So you might want to turn your head
  • Cause someday you might find you're starving
  • and eating all of the words you said
 
  • I want somebody who sees the pointlessness
  • and still keeps their purpose in mind
  • I want somebody who has a tortured soul
  • some of the time
  • I want somebody who will either put out for me
  • or put me out of misery
  • or maybe just put it all to words
  • and make me say, you know
  • I never heard it put that way
  • make me say, what did you just say?
  • I want somebody who can hold my interest
  • hold it and never let it fall
  • someone who can flatten me with a kiss
  • that hits like a fist
  • or a sentence, that stops me like a brick wall
  • because if you hear me talking
  • listen to what I'm not saying
  • if you hear me playing guitar
  • listen to what I'm not playing
  • and don't ask me to put words
  • to all the spaces between notes
  • in fact if you have to ask, forget it
  • do and you'll regret it
  • I'm tired of being the interesting one
  • I'm tired of heving fun for two
  • just lay yourself on the line
  • and I might lay myself down by you
  • but don't sit behind your eyes
  • and wait for me to surprise you
  • I want somebody who can make me
  • scream until it's funny
  • give me a run for my money
  • I want someone who can
  • twist me up in knots
  • tell me, for the woman who has everything
  • what have you got?
  • I want someone who's not afraid of me
  • or anyone else
  • in other words I want someone
  • who's not afraid of themself
  • do you think I'm asking too much?
 
  • the big day has come
  • the bell is sounding
  • i run my hands through my hair one last time
  • outside the prison walls
  • the town is gathering
  • people are trading crime for crime
  • everyone needs to see the prisoner
  • they need to make it even easier
  • they see me as a symbol, and not a human being
  • that way they can kill me
  • say it's not murder, it's a metaphor
  • we are killing off our own failure
  • and starting clean
  • standing in the gallows
  • everyone turned my way
  • i hear a voice ask me
  • if I've got any last words to say
  • and i'm looking out over the field of familiar eyes
  • somewhere in a woman's arms a baby cries
  • i think guilt and innocence
  • they are a matter of degree
  • what might be justice to you
  • might not be justice to me
  • i went to far, i'm sorry
  • i guess now i'm going home
  • so let any amongst you cast the first stone
  • now we've got all these complicated machines
  • so no one person ever has to have blood on their hands
  • we've got complex organizations
  • and if everyone just does their job
  • no one person has to understand
  • you might be the wrong colour
  • you might be too poor
  • justice isn't something just anyone can afford
  • you might not pull the trigger
  • you might be out in the car
  • and you might get a lethal injection
  • 'cause we take a metaphor that far
  • the big day has come
  • the bell is sounding
  • i run my hands through my hair one last time
  • outside the prison walls
  • the town has gathered
  • people are trading crime for crime
  • people are trading crime for crime
  • people are still trading crime for crime
 
  • our father who art in a penthouse
  • sits in his 37th floor suite
  • and swivels to gaze down
  • at the city he made me in
  • he allows me to stand and
  • sollicit graffiti until
  • he needs the land I stand on
  • I in my darkened threshold
  • am pawing through my pockets
  • the receipts, the bus schedules
  • the matchbook phone numbers
  • the urgent napkin poems
  • all of which laundering has rendered
  • pulpy and strange
  • loose change and a key
  • ask me
  • go ahead, ask me if I care
  • I got the answer here
  • I wrote it down somewhere
  • I just gotta find it
  • I just gotta find it
  • somebody and their spraypaint got too close
  • somebody came on too heavy
  • now look at me made ugly
  • by the drooling letters
  • I was better off alone
  • ain't that the way it is
  • they don't know the first thing
  • but you don't know that
  • until they take the first swing
  • my fingers are red and swollen from the cold
  • I'm getting bold in my old age
  • so go ahead, try the door
  • it doesn't matter anymore
  • I know the weakhearted are strongwilled
  • and we are being kept alive
  • until we're killed
  • he's up there the ice
  • is clinking in his glass
  • I don't ask
  • I just empty my pockets and wait
  • it's not fate
  • it's just circumstance
  • I don't fool myself with romance
  • I just live
  • phone number to phone number
  • dusting them against my thighs
  • in the warmth of my pockets
  • which whisper history incessantly
  • asking me
  • where were you
  • I lower my eyes
  • wishing I could cry more
  • and care less,
  • yes it's true,
  • I was trying to love someone again,
  • I was caught caring,
  • bearing weight
  • but I love this city, this state
  • this country is too large
  • and whoever's in charge up there
  • had better take the elevator down
  • and put more than change in our cup
  • or else we
  • are coming
  • up

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